I can't see the sunshine of happiness...for the thick fog of sadness blinds it...used to love thinking abt u...now i hate thinking abt u...i realise u'r not worth my tots...

For all the things I've never done
For all the thoughts I've never said
For all the times I've wished and prayed
That I would wake up dead

For all the fights I've had
For all the hearts I've broken
For all the lies I've told
And the truths I've never spoken

For the way I let you treat me
For all the tears I've wasted
For all the times I didn't hit you back
And all the hate that I have tasted

For all the smiles I've faked
For all the pain I let myself feel
For all the emotions I bottled up
And the depression I couldn't heal

For all my misplaced days
For all my missed time
For all the times I lied to myself
Saying that I was fine

For saying all the things
That I never even felt
For misusing the little happiness
In life that I was dealt

For letting myself love you
For letting you into my life
For putting myself in this battle
A battle in which you thrived

All of these
I regret completly
But I keep that fact hidden
Locked in my mind descretly

But no one is aware
It will forever be unknown
So me and my regret
Will be silent together alone

Copyright Darkpoetry.com Changed_Angel Edited by ME

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Name: Gurlstrange
Email: nohandphone@gmail.com
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50% Chinese + 50% Malay =
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Paranoid, pessimistic girl with near zero self-esteem. Works in the digital media arena in a country so fond of traditional media. Wished she could sing like Christina, danced like Ciara, play the guitar like Steve Vai, play the trumpet like Louis Armstrong and play the drums like Mike Portnoy. Collects Tamagotchi and finds nothing wrong with it because it makes her happy.

::MORE About Me::
Blood Type: AB+(RARE blood. I think I shud start donating my blood in case I need it in the future
Nicknames: Tweety(can u believe my frens?)

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TV: Whose Line is it Anyway?|Desperate Housewives|Ugly Betty|America's Next Top Model|Spongebob Squarepants|Punk'D|Ellen Degeneres|Heroes
Movie: CHICAGO|Pirates of the Caribbean|Transformers|The Green Mile|Sweener Todd
Books: Neil Gaiman - Neverwhere
Tom Savage - Valentine
Music: Anything goes..rock,classical,hip-hop,R&B..
Game: Baldur's Gate 2| Diner Dash| Granado Espada
Food: There's too many food I love!
Drink: Too many to list lah deh
Character: Emily Strange|Spongebob!

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I hate you... I hate me too

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2008

China girl rolled her eyes at me!?

David Gan the Himbo

Singapore's RETARDED

The shredding machine

TK Band's LOST. Deyi's win. My thoughts...

My last day of school FOREVER

Sleeping: A graphic representation

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