I AM UGLY AND SHORT AND I KNOW IT

Wanna noe what I see EVERY single day when I wake up?


THAT is what I see in the mirror everyday. That ugly piece of shit. Small shapeless eyes, a frreaking flat nose pasted onto a face that is waaaaaaaaaaaaay too big. On top of all that crap I get bushy, untamed, ruthless hair.

I will never look at myself in the bathroom mirror at home with glasses. Cuz I'm freaking myopic, my face becomes a blur and i LOVE IT better that way.

The hardest part of being an ugly girl is looking pretty or at least look NORMAL. I wear make up and straighten my fringe because i wanna look NORMAL.

I am 21and heading towards being 22 soon but i look like a fucking 13 year old. AND BEING SHORT DOES NOT HELP.

"OH FINALLY FAIZAH ISN'T WEARING HIGH HEELS"

Is it wrong for a shortass freak like me to wear heels? Yeah, I would wear the highest heels on earth if I could. What is a short person to do?! You know how miserable life is down here!?!?


I wasn't blessed with long legs or a long torso. And my neck? I HAVE NO FUCKING NECK. All i have to do is look down and my neck disappears.
If i had the courage, I would have broken my legs and insert braces just to make myself taller!

"FAIZAH WILL FOREVER CARRY LONG HAIR"

My long bushy hair helps make my HUGE FACE look smaller. Oh I've done short hair back in primary school. But long hair just suits my ugly face. It makes me feel a lil prettier.

Yeah I said I wanna cut my hair into a bob when I have the money to do that PLUS get it chemically straightened. And everyone is saying "OH FAIZAH WONT DO IT. SHE'LL JUST SAY SO BUT SHE WONT DO IT. ITS TAKING HER FOREVER"

Well, for ugly people, it's really HARD to try and look beautiful. But it's DEFINITELY EASIER TO LOOK 1000 TIMES UGLIER. SO BECAUSE I AM BORN HIDEOUS............................
I TAKE A FUCKING LONG TIME TO CONTEMPLATE WHETHER A PARTICULAR HAIRSTYLE SUITS MY FUCKING FACE.

If i was born beautiful, i can cut my hair any way I want and ppl will still stop and stare.


But I did cut my hair recently. And the hairstylist screwed it up. THAT BITCH CUT MY FRINGE SOOO SHORT I LOOK LIKE A FUCKING RETARD. IN FACT, SHE CUT IN A WAY THAT MY HAIR MUSHROOMS AT THE TOP.

Now I'm uglier x 1000

YES I AM ANGRY. ANGRY WITH MYSELF.

By now, you would have known how much I hate myself.

I wanna go for cosmestic surgery but it's against islamic law. Heck, I'm probably creating sin by even contemplating surgery. Don't even talk about susuk. THAT'S FUCKED UP.

FOR HEAVEN'S SAKE!!

All i want...other than money...is I just don't wanna be the ugly girl...

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Name: Gurlstrange
Email: nohandphone@gmail.com
MSN: Instead why not follow me on Twitter? :)
Mini Bio:U wanna noe a lil' something abt me? Well, I'm a girl.

50% Chinese + 50% Malay =
100% freak

Paranoid, pessimistic girl with near zero self-esteem. Works in the digital media arena in a country so fond of traditional media. Wished she could sing like Christina, danced like Ciara, play the guitar like Steve Vai, play the trumpet like Louis Armstrong and play the drums like Mike Portnoy. Collects Tamagotchi and finds nothing wrong with it because it makes her happy.

::MORE About Me::
Blood Type: AB+(RARE blood. I think I shud start donating my blood in case I need it in the future
Nicknames: Tweety(can u believe my frens?)

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[Mental]
TV: Whose Line is it Anyway?|Desperate Housewives|Ugly Betty|America's Next Top Model|Spongebob Squarepants|Punk'D|Ellen Degeneres|Heroes
Movie: CHICAGO|Pirates of the Caribbean|Transformers|The Green Mile|Sweener Todd
Books: Neil Gaiman - Neverwhere
Tom Savage - Valentine
Music: Anything goes..rock,classical,hip-hop,R&B..
Game: Baldur's Gate 2| Diner Dash| Granado Espada
Food: There's too many food I love!
Drink: Too many to list lah deh
Character: Emily Strange|Spongebob!

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I hate you... I hate me too

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2008

China girl rolled her eyes at me!?

David Gan the Himbo

Singapore's RETARDED

The shredding machine

TK Band's LOST. Deyi's win. My thoughts...

My last day of school FOREVER

Sleeping: A graphic representation

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A cool job
iPhone
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New PC set

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Canon Camcorder
Mini Cooper/Honda Accord Sedan

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