Friday, August 29, 2008
MY FIRST VICTORIA'S SECRET UNDERWEAR!Thank you Bing Zhen!! Wahahaha...
Sadly, underwear is something u can't flaunt outside. Lol...Been wanting a low-rise hipster. So, now I have one!
Dunno whether I will feel sexier in this. Pfft~
AND....
ZATTY!!! I DIDN'T FALL ON STAGE TOO!!!Had my convocation yesterday. I always have this fear I will slip and fall on stage during the degree conferment. But everything was smooth sailing for all of us. Hehe...
I'm not gonna post photos from the convocation for now. I'll do it tomorrow night or Sunday.
AND....Tijah just got herself the iPod Touch at the Comex today. And
I AM JEALOUS... =(
Lol....But happy for her lah!! Though, she's having problems installing iTunes. Quick!!! Get it fixed Tijah!!
AND....My phone's touchscreen is back to normal after I rubbed it on my t-shirt for 15 mins non-stop. Weird...
PLEASE DON'T BREAK MY HEART LIKE THAT AGAIN MY DEAR LG BEAUTY!
Saturday, August 23, 2008
Fireworks were awesome tonight! As awesome as yesterday's display by France. =)
Oh and there was a performance by TK Band. Couldn't hear anything from where I was sitting.
A lady said,
"All I can hear are the cymbals".Another lady said,
"It's a small band"
SMALL BAND?!?! HELLO...HUH? Hahahaha...ok maybe they did look small cuz the floating stadium was quite huge. Wonder if the sec4s were part of it.
MOVING ON....Like I said, it was awesome. I gave up trying to take any photos today cuz I wanna experience it
LIVE and not via my handphone screen.
But don't worry, I did take some photos from yesterday's Fireworks display.
MY HANDPHONE TOUCHSCREEN DIED ON ME. HAIZ..........................Wateva...photo time
!!!Here's a
"wat the ****" photo...
At the end of the whole thing, we were surrounded by smoke. The drizzle didn't help.
Exiting the stadium was unpleasant.
I was squeezed and pushed at by people...it was a human traffic jam right outside the stadium. I hope they bathed man!!! Eeeewww...........And with a band called Cats and Cradle, I felt like I was in a
MOSH PIT. They played Black Holes and Revelations by Muse and I was tempted to
jump up and down, headbanging. Hahahaha!~
My touchscreen died on meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..............................RETARDED....
Friday, August 22, 2008
Yay!! My resignation has been received by HR! My last day is next
Monday which also happens to be
PAY DAY! Whee~
Was watching
Singapore vs China live online in the office. The table tennis match of course.
Singapore lost...and as usual, we won first round and lost the rest.
Oh well...kinda expected. But Jiawei is good lah...kudos to her for making it this far.
I can't sound so sour about everything right? hahaha
Later, I'll be heading down to Marina Sq I guess, to catch 'em fireworks. Yeah, the fireworks fest is
BAAACCK! Maybe I'll post pictures afterwards or tomorrow. =)
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
FREAKING BORED.......Cuz i've given my one week notice, I have got
NOTHING to do at work.Except counting down the hours to 6pm.Nobody bothers abt me here now. Wahaha...Why can't they just let me go earlier?!
Really, I'm just surfing the web for wallpapers for my phone.
Zedge.net is the bestest!!!
And, chatting with friends on MSN and gmail.
aaand....blogging....
Was tinking of bringing a Sudoku puzzle book.
BORED.Everytime someone walks behind me, I would have to switch windows to a page filled with graphs (It will be the same set of graphs everyday till I LEAVE). Just so I look busy. Cuz of that, I took half an hour to complete beginners sudoku on MSN when it usually only require 12-15 mins.
And did I tell you my very NEW CPU sounds like a freaking vacuum cleaner? So noisy lah! Once I turn it off at 6pm, the whole office is suddenly sooo quiet. Everyone turned and this auntie was like
"Wah! Ur computer really very loud ah!" This other girl said
"Oh...so THIS is what normal sounds like".BORED.Hmmm...they still havent update me the status of my resignation. If i found out that its not processed,I will
freaking kill them. Yes, I will...She said, all I needed to do was to write them an email. So I did. And I've not heard anything ever since yesterday. K I'll be patient and wait for new info.
I wanna get out!!!Oh and there was this newcomer to the office yesterday and she asked whether I was new so i said yeah I am.
Den she continued and asked what will I be doing here once they've taught me what I needed to noe.
So, I said...
"Oh..I'm not sure yet...maybe do the HP reports?"She said...
"Oh..So u'r not sure yet too? Okok..Hopefully we'll find out soon enuf!"I said...
"Haha! Yeah..hope so. I' bored!"My colleague - who knew I am quitting - just gave me a weird look and sniggered.
Anyway, if I were to
buy a
guitar, I wanna buy
Fender or...crap, suddenly the name of theother brand just flew out of my mind. And I will not get the Squire brand cuz Firman told me to not get Squire brand.
Contemplating whether I should chill at
Starbucks later during lunch. Just sit while reading my book,for about an hour, drinking
Green Tea Frap.
BORED.
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
I got to know some stuffs about my manager yesterday which I thought was kinda interesting.
One of the first things I found out about him was that he met his girlfriend from...
WORLD OR WARCRAFT.
Lol................
He chatted her up after she thrashed him
GOOD. They then joined a guild and the guild has like meetings a few times a month? So that was how they got to know each other even further...blah blah blah, they got attached.
My manager would be home after work playing World of Warcraft from 10pm-2am. Sounds crazy enuf? Hmm..not really lah. I know how it feels to be addicted to a game. But not soo fanatic till I'll join a guild and go for real life meetings ok....
Next info I found out about him (btw, all these info is from his own mouth. I wasn't listening to gossips or watever..haha) is that he was from Raffles. YEAH,
RI and RJC.Then, his partner was like,
"Huh? Den why are u working here?"His reply was, "Why? Cannot meh? So I go Raffles means I must join Parliament is it?? Must I be an MP?"Anyway, my manager has resigned. After working for only 6 months? He has to do 3 month notice now.
OKAY...You must be wondering,
"isn't Faizah working now? Den why is she blogging?"Well yeah, I've got nothing to do. ABSOLUTELY nothing. Why??
CUZ...
I'VE QUIT!!!!!
Shocked?It's ok. I'm good. I'm moving on to another company. Why am I doing this? Don't bother to ask. It's a long story.
So I'm doing my 1 week notice and I have to slack the whole week. But I at least I get paid for doing nothing. I ain't complaining but it's really awkward here you know. My lady boss wasn't too happy. Well,
OBVIOUSLY. I had to email a resignation letter to both her and her boss.
GOD...it's scary lah. I have to think before heading to the loo can? To check whether I might bump into one of them. This is just pathetic. I wish it was 1 day notice. Haiz...
Damnit I'm bored, I wish I can play some online game but where I'm sitting, what I do is obvious to EVERYBODY.
So if u see me on MSN during office hours. Be kind, chat me up. I'm lonely. K Thanks!
Monday, August 18, 2008
MY FIRST POST-IT NOTE....
I know....I'm pathetic...LOL
Anyway, tomorrow i have a
HUGE news for everyone!!!
You will be shocked!! So stay tuned!!
Hehehehehe.... =P
Sunday, August 17, 2008
TABLE TENNIS WOMEN'S DOUBLES
COME ON PEOPLE...LET'S PRAY THAT
CHINA BEATS CHINATODAY LIVE AT 7:30PM
PS: You know what I mean... =p
Saturday, August 16, 2008
I have no mood to update my blog.
It's been a week!
Working from 9-6
By the time I'm home, I feel too lethargic to even turn on my lappy.
Come on!
You're on freaking Windows for 9 hours!!
You tink you wanna look at Windows again at home?!
Hell no..
It gets really sleepy after lunch.
Thank God for all the coffee stores around my work place.
Coffee Bean...
Gloria Jeans...
STARBUCKS.......But I chose
Nescafe 3-in-1with lots of creamer which i drank
in a
teeny weeny styrofoam cup.
When I'm not given work to do....
I slack alot
Falling asleep...
I try not to doze off.
MSN
listening to frens bitch about work
I work in an MNC
You hear so many different accents
British...Aussie...Americano...Canadian...Singah-porean...Indian...Fillipino...I MEAN IT....
ALL THOSE DIFFERENT ACCENTS I HEAR AT THE OFFICE ALL THE TIME
is giving me a headache...
I am started to pick up canadian accent
Ok so I'm updating my blog...
This would be enough for today.
I wanna continue with "Dirty Sexy Money"
LAST EPISODE!
YAY....
Friday, August 08, 2008
A POST TRIBUTED TO MY POST ON AUGUST 3
READ IT
"i read on one of the alumni's blog.. he/she said that our bronze was expected. and she said we're kids. and the way she described was that we were naive little kids who thought we were good when the truth is that we suck."
Firstly, I NEVER SAID YOU GUYS SUCK. So NEVER EVER add words to my opinions. What I want to say is you guys are GOOD but you are not the BEST when compared to INTERNATIONAL STANDARDS. Don't tell me, you can't accept that fact.
I read from your fellow bandmate, that you guys expected COP. We, ex-members expected BRONZE. So, who is putting who down?
"u said on april 12 u felt the same way the band on the field felt.
hell, ur wrong.
u have absolutely no idea how we feel like."
How can you say that? Those who tooked part in 2001 Indoor competition KNEW what it was like to not get the results they wanted. The band members at that time practised soo hard, aiming for a GOLD at the SYF INDOOR COMPETITION IN 2001. But alas, we got SILVER. THE BAND CRIED in pain.
On 12 April 2008, when they announced that Deyi won Best Display. DO YOU KNOW HOW MANY ALUMNI MEMBERS TRIED TO HOLD BACK THEIR TEARS? Because we wanted to be strong for you guys. DO YOU? We passed each other comments saying "Don't cry infront of them". So HELL YEAH, we felt horrible BUT yes, we also KNOW how terribly WORSE you guys must have felt because of all the hard work you've put through. So again, please don't make assumptions.
"what i mean is, where are the alumni from 2006?!"
They are there. If not physically, they are supporting you guys spiritually.
"okay, maybe its not ur fault. u have ur own lives to live, and u don't owe us anything. but isnt TK Band about sacrificing ur time?
isnt it abt giving ur all for the band, as long as the goals are achieved. all i know is that when i graduate, i am so gonna be one active alumni."
JC People have academic goals to achieve. And don't compare it to Secondary School academic goals.
Poly and university students have tonnes of projects and may need to work part-time to help them finance school fees and bank loans. Don't forget the time they need to do tutorials, projects itself, as well as preparing for tests and exams.
So you said, when you graduate, u will become an active alumni. I am seriously waiting. Den when you realise "why isnt the rest of my batch helping as well?". You ASK THEM WHY. Before you know it, you realise it's the same reasons your dear current alumni has given to you now.
"sigh. i've heard that the alumni are not happy with the changes that are being enforced onto the band. eg: the DCI.
its not like Mr Siao wanted it. if we want to win for 2010, change is necessary.
so, instead of boycotting the band, why not try to help Mr Siao by guiding the band along as well?
i mean, it is the same band u were from.. though the band may be crappy now, we can be changed. we just need more role models to follow from."
We are beginning to except DCI. We all discussed this among ourselves and some of us do realise that DCI may be the only way we can succeed in 2010. So yes, WE KNOW THAT CHANGE IS NECESSARY. And WE KNOW WE HAVE NO CHOICE. Don't make us sound like we are CLUELESS about the the SYF Outdoor environment.
WE ARE NOT BOYCOTTING THE BAND.
Again, the reason why some are not there to HELP are reasons too complexed for you to understand. Not because you are young. It's just that there are too many factors involved, I wouldnt know where to start if we were to explain.
But one thing I can tell you that, some of us INCLUDING MYSELF, have made it an effort to visit the band and view the band's progress (as stated by a fellow ex-member on my tagboard), and yes, if that is not enuf, we don't know wat is to you. We WISH we could help, but it is AWKWARD, WEIRD - FIND ALL THE SYNONYMOUS WORDS - for us to suddenly appear and HELP. It's hard to explain to you but one day you will understand and I don't blame you if you do not at this age. BUT like i've said, the principal has encouraged us to come back and help and we have given our contacts, so things may change and you may see MORE EX-MEMBERS coming back to help. Things will improve alright? The defeat TK Band faced on 12 April has made the alumni stronger.
WE ARE NOT SABOTAGING THE BAND.
"maybe i'm rude in the post. but seriously. the band needs help. and i know that silver may not be good enough in your eyes. but all i know is that we tried our best."
Silver is good enough in our eyes. How do you want us to prove it to you?
"the tears that we shed on april 12, were shed because of immense disappointment that we did our very best, be it for ourselves or for our bandmasters, and yet it wasnt enough to clinch the title.
that night, we felt like we had let down every single alumni out there.
but have they let the bandmasters and the band down?"
I do not know how to comment.
"the majors have been crying/ screaming for the band, and yet u ppl feel no pity for them. i do. thats why i have been so strict on my section members on my side. we are but a mere 5 ppl. even if we are perfect, there still are 138 other ppl. thus, we need manpower."
Why should we feel pity for you? You have done your best and we are PROUD of you.
"hehe. oh well. hope i didnt offend anybody in this post.. hope that u would understand.."
I hope YOU understand what I have been saying and ITS ALL GOOD. I AM NOT INSULTING YOU AND I HOPE YOU KEEP THAT IN MIND.
P.S: Your post regarding my post and all the wrong interpretations that you have made about it has just caused bitterness to everyone. I am sad...thanks alot.
LEMME SAVE THIS CONVERSATION FROM THE TAGBOARD
7 Aug 08, 20:19
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7 Aug 08, 20:23
ex-band member: i think YOU need to wake up, you oldie wannabe. Instead of insulting, why dont you come over and help, which you didn't - at all . if you're too busy, then don't even bother to comment on us .7 Aug 08, 21:35
Faizah: my tagboard always so drama...
7 Aug 08, 22:00
Faizah: If u'r really an ex-member, den u shud noe why some of us come back but dun help. It's AWKWARD. But at least da sch has encouraged us, so things may change.7 Aug 08, 22:00
Faizah: It is not an insult. It's an opinion. My fondness for TK Band has not changed one bit. I just hope it's not wrong for ex-members to ask for humility from SOME, i repeat, SOME current members.
7 Aug 08, 22:02
Faizah: And lastly, I dunno wat you are pissed off abt. My post wasnt one-sided. I just showed my concerns as well as hope for their future. So relax dude/dudette...its not nice to see 2 ex members fight.
7 Aug 08, 23:05
Ash to "ex-band member": Hi! To be honest im quite ashamed if you really are who you claim to be(extkband member). Personal attacks like oldie wannabe(which i dont get) gets you nowhere except on other ppls nerves so you shou7 Aug 08, 23:07
Ash to "ex-band member": d mind what you say. anw about us coming over and helping, we have to respect the current commitee and not insist on barging into their business!we help in WAYS that we CAN.|
7 Aug 08, 23:19 Ash to "ex-band member": If you cannot see that faizah meant the best for tkband then i say balls to you..
7 Aug 08, 23:49 char to "ex-band member": i am also quite embarrassed that our own ppl attk own ppl ar. what did the school teach u ar? as for the fact we do not help out, we have our own responsilbilities and we do MAKE it an effort to go down once in a while to see how the band has progressed. if that ain't good ENOUGH for u, then i wonder what is??
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8 Aug 08, 00:30 CZ: if "ex-band member" is older than me, no comments. if otherwise, i would like to voice out n emphasize that many of us have our own responsibilities, especially if you're in the workforce. to be cont8 Aug 08, 00:44
CZ: for me now, it definitely ain't easy spending free time wisely. n i dun expect most of the other full-time working life to be better. hopefully u realise something about that.
8 Aug 08, 15:34
Peace: hi there ! im a alumni from other band, this kinda fights do happen in my band as well. So yeah, regardless ex-member who are free or not free to help out, we mean well to our dearest band. peace !
8 Aug 08, 17:27
Click : August 5 post. One of your junior's views.
9 Aug 08, 00:28
Faizah: If you guys misinterpret my words AGAIN, I will not bother to retaliate. It's not my business anymore. I have a life.
9 Aug 08, 00:40
Fai: I dunno watz wif kids nowadays. They tink they noe everything. Seriously faizah meant well. I tink every1 got tt cept for one particular idiotic brat. So i say if u dun understand please make an effort to find out instead of embarrassing urself like a total low life punk. And yes btw I was from TK so i noe wtf i'm talking abt.
Basically if "ex-band member" is really an ex-band member, den there you go. Those are the OTHER ex-band members opinions. And if you are helping with the band den good for you! I suppose you feel different from the REST OF US who don't appear to help?
On the other hand, if you PRETEND to be an ex-band member, then all I have to say is, wait till you REALLY become one. Then, you will understand what we all mean. I don't blame you because you are still young and clueless.
I just cannot believe you bothered to pick a fight with me. Fighting with another one of your own. It's embarassing.
Thursday, August 07, 2008
Gonna start work on Monday. Soo....I would need:- An organiser
- 3M Post-its
- A plain long sleeve top
When I get my pay (damn I am soo advanced), I need/want:- To give some to my parents
- To treat close friends
- To set aside some for transport (Sept is Ramadhan, I dun need to eat)
- To buy a bag more suitable for work. And no to my dear friend, I'm not getting LV or Prada...LOL
- Save the rest...
Tuesday, August 05, 2008
Account Executive. Wat my job will require me to do since everyone thought I am an accountant...lol
This is the description from the job posting...
The Account Executive acts as a bridge between our clients and GroupM. The executive shall report to the Account Manager, and is responsible for the day-to-day running of their clients' campaigns. They liaise between the client and a range of agency staff in order to coordinate the details of the advertising campaigns.
The Account executive shall work closely with our clients throughout their marketing campaigns, managing the administrative and organisational work, and ensuring that this is completed on time and on budget.
Requirements:
- BA/BSc degree from a reputable university
- Strong interpersonal skills
- Able to communicate with clients to understand their requirements and to take project briefs
- Strong work ethic and motivation
- Coordinate project activities between clients and production teams
- Management, leadership and team focus skills.
- Experience in Internet marketing and development.
Typical work activities
An Account Executive's typical work activities revolve around the running of advertising campaigns, such as
• setting up meetings with clients and other agency staff;
• liaising with, and acting as the link between, the client and advertising agency by maintaining regular contact with both, ensuring that communication flows effectively;
• working with the account manager to brief media, creative and research staff, and assist with the formulation of marketing strategies;
• delegating work to other members of the agency team;
• overseeing the status of advertising campaigns;
• negotiating with clients and agency staff about the details of campaigns;
• presenting creative work to clients for approval or modification;
• meeting deadlines and prioritising tasks;
• handling budgets and managing campaign costs;
• writing reports, keeping records and financial details;
• undertaking administrative tasks;
• monitoring the profitability of accounts;
• becoming familiar with the nature of clients' products, business culture and competition and understanding the possibility of changes to these;
• monitoring the effectiveness of campaigns;
• arranging and attending meetings and reporting on key decisions.
• helping to secure new business.
Below is the email i received from my lady boss
Some of the things that you might find yourself working on with regard to the HP side of the job might be reviewing contracts/Statements of Work for accuracy, taking in client briefs for upcoming work, helping to scope new projects according to the client requests, following up on tasks that have been assigned to the HP team- basically making sure that projects are progressing as they should.
Some additional things that you might be doing would be helping generate reports for the HP client and others like Sony Ericsson. We would like to have someone learn the reporting process which would mean that the person that takes this position would be working closely with our reporting person to learn that skillset so the job could be shared.
Monday, August 04, 2008
SPOT THE COLOURED PLATES!! (FIND THE ANSWER BELOW).
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THERE ARE 4!!!We tried to
hide one behind the soyu bottle. But to no avail. The staffs are experts at counting plates. You can't trick them.
OH OH! Then, there's this
ang moh baby who kept looking at me. I think he has a
crush on me.
At that age, he probably tot I was the
prettiest girl he has ever seen! Wait till he grows older and he realise I'm
below the
below average.
And oh yes, one more thing.
I AM FREAKING EMPLOYED ALREADY.
KUALA LUMPUR WORLD MARCHING BAND COMPETITION 2008 (KLWMBC FINALS 2008)
OPEN CATEGORY:
1ST - WAT RAJBOPIT SCHOOL, THAILAND
2ND - SMK (P) SULTANAH ASMA, MALAYSIA
3RD - CHOMSURANG UPATHAM SCHOOL, THAILAND
LOCAL:
1ST - SMK (P) SULTANAH ASMA, KEDAH (ASMA)
2ND - SMJK CHUNG HWA WEI SIN, TERENGGANU (CHWS)
3RD - SMK VICTORIA, KUALA LUMPUR (VI)
Gold With Honor
Thailand: Wat Rajbopit School Marching Band
Malaysia: Sultanah Asma Marching Band
Thailand: Chomsurang Upatham School Marching
Gold
Malaysia: Chung Hwa Wei Sin
Indonesia: Marching Band Cendana Kartika Duri
Malaysia: Victoria Institution Cadet Corps Band
Malaysia: Methodist Girls's School Band
Canada: Calgary Stetson Marching Show Band
Silver
Singapore: Tanjong Katong Band
Holland: Bicycle Show Band Crescendo
Bronze
Denmark: Brovst Pigegarde
Best CG
Thailand: Wat Rajbopit School Marching Band
Best Percussion
Thailand: Wat Rajbopit School Marching Band
Best Horn Line
Malaysia: Sultanah Asma Marching Band
Sunday, August 03, 2008
4 (insert appropriate word here) and a bike
Fairoz took this picture of them when he was at the bike fest yesterday at I can't remember where. Sorry...I was like -_-"
All i can say is........
DIFFERENCE BETWEEN THEM AND MYSELF- I will never wear those clothes (?) in public especially when you are scrutinized by perverted men.
- I am a human being and they are (insert appropriate word)
SIMILARITIES BETWEEN THEM AND MYSELF- We're all ugly. And I'm uglier.
KLWMBC PRELIMS 2
Gold with honours
Thailand: Wat Rajbopit School Marching Band 94.4
Malaysia: Chung Hwa Wei Sin 90.1
Malaysia: Sultanah Asma Marching Band 90
Gold
Thailand: Chomsurang Upatham School Marching 89.9
Indonesia: Marching Band Cendana Kartika Duri 89.45
Malaysia: Victoria Institution Cadet Corps Band 86.1
Canada: Calgary Stetson Marching Show Band 85.85
Malaysia: Methodist Girls's School Band 85.3
Silver
Malaysia: St. Joseph Secondary School Band 84.4
Malaysia: Catholic High School Band 83.9
Malaysia: Nan Hwa Secondary School Band 83.65
Bronze
Malaysia: St. John Institution Cadet Corps Band 78.1
Holland: Bicycle Show Band Crescendo 77.85
Singapore: Tanjong Katong Band (TK Band) 76.9KLWMBC 2008 FINALISTS (today at 7:30pm onwards)
Canada: Calgary Stetson Marching Show Band
Holland: Bicycle Show Band Crescendo
Denmark: Brovst Pigegarde
Singapore: Tanjong Katong BandThailand: Chomsurang Upatham School Marching
Thailand: Wat Rajbopit School Marching Band
Indonesia: Marching Band Cendana Kartika Duri
Malaysia: Victoria Institution Cadet Corps Band
Malaysia: Sultanah Asma Marching Band
Malaysia: Methodist Girls's School Band
Malaysia: Chung Hwa Wei Sin
Like everyone else I know, we are not upset TK Band received a bronze at the KLWMBC 2008 preliminaries yesterday. It's the result expected by EVERYONE except the current band members? Well some of the current band members anyway...hahaha
Yeah, we knew they won't get gold after viewing the bands from past KLWMBC on youtube and then comparing that with TK Band's performance during Homecoming.
But it's definitely good exposure for them.
I guess it'll make the band members more humble after realising, "hey...we got ALOT to improve on"
I remembered tagging on a particular blog saying "Hey good luck for KLWBC, but the thai band is really good eh? Check 'em out on youtube."
And their reply?
"Yeah they're good but we're different and we'll stand out"
It's comments like this by the current band members that make me feel like they still think they're the best in the world. They're not. Well, they're still kids.
So yeah, a bronze is good. WAKES THEM UP ABIT. Especially the kids competing in SYF 2010.
Actually, a score of 76.9 is not bad I guess. They did all that they could. =)
I hope they will fair better at the 2009 competition in Netherlands!! I wanna help with flag party! Or colour guards or watever...
Oh and Deyi band is competiting for that too? Gosh...
Saturday, August 02, 2008
I suddenly find my previous post very amusing and hilarious...
I hope you had a good time laughing too.
Friday, August 01, 2008
I AM UGLY AND SHORT AND I KNOW ITWanna noe what I see EVERY single day when I wake up?
THAT is what I see in the mirror everyday. That ugly piece of shit. Small shapeless eyes, a frreaking flat nose pasted onto a face that is waaaaaaaaaaaaay too big. On top of all that crap I get bushy, untamed, ruthless hair.
I will never look at myself in the bathroom mirror at home with glasses. Cuz I'm freaking myopic, my face becomes a blur and i
LOVE IT better that way.
The hardest part of being an ugly girl is looking pretty or at least look
NORMAL. I wear make up and straighten my fringe because i wanna look
NORMAL.
I am 21and heading towards being 22 soon but i look like a fucking 13 year old.
AND BEING SHORT DOES NOT HELP."OH FINALLY FAIZAH ISN'T WEARING HIGH HEELS"Is it wrong for a shortass freak like me to wear heels? Yeah, I would wear the highest heels on earth if I could. What is a short person to do?! You know how miserable life is down here!?!?
JUST SHUT UUUUUUUUUUUPPPPPPPPPPPPPP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I wasn't blessed with long legs or a long torso. And my neck?
I HAVE NO FUCKING NECK. All i have to do is look down and my neck disappears.
If i had the courage, I would have broken my legs and insert braces just to make myself taller!
"FAIZAH WILL FOREVER CARRY LONG HAIR"My long bushy hair helps make my
HUGE FACE look smaller. Oh I've done short hair back in primary school. But long hair just suits my ugly face. It makes me feel a lil prettier.
Yeah I said I wanna cut my hair into a bob when I have the money to do that PLUS get it chemically straightened. And everyone is saying
"OH FAIZAH WONT DO IT. SHE'LL JUST SAY SO BUT SHE WONT DO IT. ITS TAKING HER FOREVER"Well, for ugly people, it's really
HARD to try and look beautiful. But it's
DEFINITELY EASIER TO LOOK 1000 TIMES UGLIER. SO BECAUSE I AM BORN HIDEOUS............................I TAKE A FUCKING LONG TIME TO CONTEMPLATE WHETHER A PARTICULAR HAIRSTYLE SUITS MY FUCKING FACE.
If i was born beautiful, i can cut my hair any way I want and ppl will still stop and stare.
BUT
I
AM
NOT
BEAUTIFUL
But I did cut my hair recently. And the hairstylist screwed it up.
THAT BITCH CUT MY FRINGE SOOO SHORT I LOOK LIKE A FUCKING RETARD. IN FACT, SHE CUT IN A WAY THAT MY HAIR MUSHROOMS AT THE TOP.Now I'm uglier x 1000
YES I AM ANGRY. ANGRY WITH MYSELF.
By now, you would have known how much I hate myself.
I wanna go for cosmestic surgery but it's against islamic law. Heck, I'm probably creating sin by even contemplating surgery. Don't even talk about susuk. THAT'S FUCKED UP.
FOR HEAVEN'S SAKE!!
All i want...other than money...is I just don't wanna be the ugly girl...